Something's Gotta Give

My mother called me this morning. She's a teacher and her spring break is coming up this week. She's very excited because they are going to go see my sister Wednesday. My sister got a new chandelier that she wants my dad to hang. I guess it'll be business and pleasure.

I am currently being slammed a dose of homesickness. Not the aw, I miss my family homesickness. This is the my mom asking me when I'm going to start packing up kind. On the phone this morning she said she refuses to come to Louisiana. She loves me but doesn't like LA. So I said, well I do miss Texas. And then she got really excited and asked when I was moving back.

I need to pray about it some more. I've liked, wait, dare I say it? I've loved being here. Still do, but I want to do other things in my life besides working all the time. I love my job. But I don't want it to be the reason I'm here. God has me here for a reason, but I'm getting the feeling that my time is just about up.

I'm also learning as I get older that I can't trust my "feelings." Like I said, I need to pray about it some more. God's pretty good at telling me to stay or go. He told me to stay at Parkview and the Ring and that was almost three years ago! So I'm confident He'll tell me where to go from here.