Well, I'm on the mend. Right now I'm sitting with my roomies in my living room, there's a movie on, I've taken my meds, and there's a bowl of half eaten pecan pie and vanilla ice cream tempting me to finish it.
The past few weeks have been hard. However, God has been great through it. My friends have been great through it. There was a spell there where I was a bit worried. I'd cry everyday, pick fights just because, and wonder why every single thing I do is selfish.
Enough.
Enough of that. My God is inconceivably kind, even when life knocks me on my butt. Sure I'll cry, I'll piss and moan, and He will still be by my side. How amazing. I've always loved stability. And He is quite good at that. He's blessed me in ways that I could not even imagine. My family is so far away, but I can always call them. My friends love me through some of the most rocky times of my adult life, and when I so desperately want a place to call home, He gives me one. With two of the most lovely women of God I've ever had the privilege to know.
Jai guru deva om.
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