It's insecurity. Haha. I'm just kidding. Well, sort of. Its actually Deanne. Have I told you lately how amazing God has been? And yeah, I even mean this week. For example, sunday I got to play with some kids. Then monday I was able to help with planning a movie day for them.
The times God is amazing in my life are usually followed by Satan picking a fight. And I don't think thats special treatment for me. I think he does that with everyone. I've always wanted to fight in that last battle mentioned in Revelation. I don't necessarily have to punch him. I'd rather shoot a few of his dang minions. Lately he's pulled out some old wounds, (trust), and some new ones, (that I'll mess up God's plan).
So. Let's take a look around my life, shall we? I love my new house. I like to come home, take off my shoes, go walk to check the mail, sit in the rocking chair on my porch, think about how I need to mow the lawn.
There's my new acquired baking passion. I love baking. Its relaxing. Let's me be OCD by using measurements, but still allowing me to use my creativity.
There's my roomies. Gosh they make my life full of laughter. They get to see all the crazy that comes with my curls. They encourage me in a million ways that even I with all my talkativeness couldn't express in words. They are also women in leadership at my church. Which is kind of intimidating but they push me to a closer relationship with Him.
My mom, dad, sister, and bil are healthy.
I have a job that I don't think about when I come home. I work my hours, then that's it.
I follow my heart. I think people I love know I love them. I always think like if this was my last day on earth, would you know I loved you? Then let my heart respond accordingly. I should probably be more guarded and less of a tenderfoot, but I was made to love. I think as Christians we all are. Guarded makes me closed off. To where no one knows the real me.
So, here's praising Him for the good when your heart is banged up. Its not the most shiny and newest of sacrifices but its the only one I have to give Him.
The times God is amazing in my life are usually followed by Satan picking a fight. And I don't think thats special treatment for me. I think he does that with everyone. I've always wanted to fight in that last battle mentioned in Revelation. I don't necessarily have to punch him. I'd rather shoot a few of his dang minions. Lately he's pulled out some old wounds, (trust), and some new ones, (that I'll mess up God's plan).
So. Let's take a look around my life, shall we? I love my new house. I like to come home, take off my shoes, go walk to check the mail, sit in the rocking chair on my porch, think about how I need to mow the lawn.
There's my new acquired baking passion. I love baking. Its relaxing. Let's me be OCD by using measurements, but still allowing me to use my creativity.
There's my roomies. Gosh they make my life full of laughter. They get to see all the crazy that comes with my curls. They encourage me in a million ways that even I with all my talkativeness couldn't express in words. They are also women in leadership at my church. Which is kind of intimidating but they push me to a closer relationship with Him.
My mom, dad, sister, and bil are healthy.
I have a job that I don't think about when I come home. I work my hours, then that's it.
I follow my heart. I think people I love know I love them. I always think like if this was my last day on earth, would you know I loved you? Then let my heart respond accordingly. I should probably be more guarded and less of a tenderfoot, but I was made to love. I think as Christians we all are. Guarded makes me closed off. To where no one knows the real me.
So, here's praising Him for the good when your heart is banged up. Its not the most shiny and newest of sacrifices but its the only one I have to give Him.
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