May 18, 2006

Asking For Directions

There are applications strewn all over my bed. It's a paper snowstorm. Old job applications, college transcripts, old Civil Service test scores, all of them looking up at me asking me what I'm going to do next.

This past week in the series our cg is studying, a question was asked. Do you talk to your friends and family more or more to God about the things going on in your life? Hmm. Good question. I have an issue, a concern, or a funny story and I'll pounce on the first person I see. Do I do that with God? Sometimes yes, and sometimes no. Lately I've had to rely on the earthly support God's placed in my life. And now my focus is shifting back to the vertical instead of my horizontal relationships. Ideally, I'd like a happy medium. Where I talk to you AND the God of the Universe as well. More so of the latter than the first. I need to go to Him first, then question if I need to seek wise counsel elsewhere. Would that I was not a woman of extremes...

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